You want to kill yourself right? Well i’ll tell you this. You probably don’t really want to die. You just want all the pain to be gone. You want your parents to stop judging you, or your parents to stop pushing you to do things, or your parents to stop abusing you. Maybe you want real friends that will always be there. Maybe you want to be happy. You want to be able to feel alive and fresh and live your life. If you kill yourself, you can’t come back. That’s it. You’re gone. Just like that. Gone from the lives of your parents. Gone from the lives of your friends. Gone from the lives of your teachers and strangers that just see you around once in a while. As much as you don’t think so. They WILL be affected. They will feel something is missing once you’re gone. You can disagree all you want, but everyone knows it’s true. You probably also have it all planned out in your head. How you want it to go. Perfect, right? Wrong. There are so many things that can go wrong. You might not even end up dead. Just in a coma, a vegetable. Or with serious brain injuries, or paralyzed. It will be so much worse living with that. Now picture this. You decided okay, i’m done and i’m gonna do it. Next morning your parents or siblings walk in to see your dead body. Tears begin to form in their eyes, screaming, yelling, crying, shaking you. Trying to get you to breathe again. They know you’re dead, but they refuse to accept it. They’re now calling 911. Screaming into the phone trying to explain what is happening. Truth is, they don’t even know what’s happening. Now there’s even more tears, denial, thoughts, memories of you, reasons. Reasons on why you did this rush through their head. They’re thinking ” It was all my fault, I could have stopped this, my poor baby.” Just like that, you’re gone. Now picture your friends, teachers, and even strangers you pass by in the hallway hearing the announcement of your death the next morning in school. They all begin to recall memories of you, they’ll be in shock. All of them thinking it was their fault, asking themselves how they could stop it. How they could get you to think different. Too bad you’re gone now. All of them wishing they told you they cared while they still had the chance. Sometimes, when you feel this way you really just need to know people care about you. Sure the people that will come to your funeral would be the ones that care, but how would you know? You’re not here anymore. You’ll never know. The only way to find out is to ask for help. And now for those of you cutting, hoping one day you’ll go too far? Here’s a little message to you. Honestly, why are you hurting yourself for what others are making you feel? That doesn’t make a lot of sense does it? Those scars will be there forever and no one wants such a sad reminder of what you’ve been through. However, you need to realize that you don’t need to do it to yourself. You’re fucking beautiful and i’m not just saying that. Everyone is beautiful. You’re stronger than this. Pick your head up, throw the razor in the trash and be happy. Smile until your face hurts and laugh until you have stomach pains. You only live once so why live it sad and hurting yourself? If thousands of other people can get through this, so can you. Now please, if you ever feel this way NEVER HESITATE TO ASK FOR HELP.  

U.S. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255

(Source: t-rtles)

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